Nervousness

Assalamualaikum!

Wow, I can't believe that this is my 3rd entry for today.. ahaks~

Actually, I've been reading my older posts and I realized that I haven't write any post in English since my last post a few months ago (I don't remember which month was my last post in English) and yet I still have to brush up my English *sighs*

So, I've been thinking of what should I write, and I suddenly remembered about a post that I read earlier today about parents yang left their 6/7 children at home without anything to eat.  That story really broke my heart and almost made me cried T_T

How could a mother/father left their children, especially the mother, she's the one that carried the child for 9 months in her womb and still doesn't even care whatever happens to the child? Semoga Allah SWT melindungi kanak2 tersebut.. (As usual, I'll write in both BM & English ikut sedap hati iols okay)..

So, after reading that story, it made me appreciate more apa yang sedang saya alami sekarang (being pregnant, having cramps, backache etc etc etc yang sometimes made me cried in pain).  This is the moment that I should cherish no matter what, and despite all the pain, there's much more happy moments macam when the baby kicks, rolling, menggeliat, berguling, menonggeng and all that.  I still can't believe that I'm being blessed and dapat merasa pengalaman ni semua.. Sebab tu la rasa sedih sangat bila dapat tau ada gak orang yang tak reti nak hargai anugerah yang Allah SWT dah bagi tu.. Ramai je orang yang takde anak and susah nak dapat anak macam saya, tapi ada orang yang senang dapat anak, tak reti nak hargai pulak.. *sighs*

And now that I'm 33 weeks pregnant, which means I only have a few more weeks before 'meletop' hehe.. And suddenly rasa takut pulak, macam mana nak hadapi saat2 nak bersalin.. Semoga segala urusan kami dipermudahkan olehNya.. amiin... (",)

Last night, gigih saya packing lagi beg hospital, alhamdulillah barang2 baby dah complete semua, tinggal 2-3 barang saya belum habis masuk dalam beg.. nanti dah complete semua boleh la simpan elok2 kat bonet utk persediaan bile dah sakit nak bersalin nanti.. :)

Trying to sleep is even harder now, as I often find myself harder to breath no matter in which position I tried.. T_T

Hurm, hati masih rasa sedih sebab baca pasal budak2 yang kena tinggal tu, saya nak happykan hati sekejap, lagipun pregnant mommy tak elok sedih2 rite? :)

Till then, wassalam..

**I don't know what should I put as my post's title, and end up to call it nervousness.. ade kaitan ke? ahaks

 Thanx for reading this entry! ^_^