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Friday, November 22, 2013

Pengalaman Bersalin Part Two

Assalamualaikum!

Bertemu kita kembali di part two.. Hehe..

-4 November 2013 (Isnin)-

So daripada kul 7 lebih tu memang dah sakit kuat, doc yg dtg pun kata bukaan masih 2cm, anak pertama biasanya sejam akan bukak 1cm, so maknanya saya kena tunggu hampir 8jam utk full bukaan 10cm.. Saya dengar pun rasa macam nak meraung tapi tanpa suara la, sakit sangat2 dah rasa mcm nak mintak operate aje, saya rela janji saya takyah tunggu lama2..

Tiap kali sakit kuat, saya akan sedut oksigen smp naik lalok rasenye.. Smp sy terlelap oke.. Saya terjaga bila ada nurse dtg tanya ME, saya tido ke? Nurse suruh belikan makanan utk saya, takut takde tenaga nak push nanti.. FYI, saya tak makan dari petang tau, tgh sakit2 tu mane la ade selera nak makan.. Dinner yg dorg hntr masa kat wad pun saya tak jamah..

ME tanya saya, nak makan ape? Saya geleng aje, nak bercakap pun dah tak mampu rasanya sebab menahan sakit yang teramat.. ME tanya nak minum tak? Saya angguk, ME tanya lagi, milo? Saya angguk lagi.. So tinggal la saya sorang2 sementara ME gi beli air.. Rasa macam nak berguling2 je atas katil tu, tapi takleh sbb ade mcm2 wayar. 

Lupe plak nak mention, tak ingat time bile, tapi nurse ade pasang water drip and pasang insulin gak utk kawal gula saya.. Pastu nurse ade bg ubat darah tinggi sbb bp saya naik melonjak, and doc ade cucukkan ubat utk slowkan contraction sbb doc kata contraction saya terlalu kuat.. Lastly saya ingat, nurse cucukkan ubat tahan sakit kat pinggul.. Sampai sekarang kebas tak ilang tau huhu..

So sambung, ME dtg blk bawak milo tin, siap straw.. Saya sedut sekali, dua kali, tiga kali.. Pastu dah. Jadi la utk tenaga sket.. Pastu sambung blk bertarung ngn rasa sakit.. Masa ni doc dah masukkan alat utk dengar jantung baby melalui bawah saya tu, sbb saya mengiring.. Tiap kali contraction, saya genggam besi katil tu kuat2 mcm nak bengkok rasanya besi tu kejekan hehe..

Then, saya mula rasa mcm nak meneran sangat2, saya suruh ME tekan button utk panggil doc, saya ckp saya nak teran, saya tak tahan.. Doc tu kata teran aje, leh bantu bukak jalan.. Dah dengar tu, mmg tiap kali rasa mcm kepala baby menolak kat bawah tu, saya teran kuat2.. Smp menggigil2 badan saya meneran.. Ada la dalam beberapa kali mcm tu, smp finally, saya cakap ngn ME saya rasa mcm nak meneran berak dah.. Terus nurse dtg cek jalan and tgk2 dah bukak full.. Kelam kabut dorg panggil doc and siap2 barang2..

Pastu bermula lah sesi push mengepush.. Saya masa tu memang dah lalok sangat dah sbb terlalu byk sedut oksigen kot, yang saya ingat nurse suruh pegang ankle kuat2 and angkat kepala rapatkan ke dada, pandang perut.. Seriously saya memang dah tak larat nak angkat kepala.. Pastu saya rasa ada org angkatkan kepala and belakang saya, rupe2nye ME yang angkatkan and tolong tolak kepala saya rapat ke dada, saya tinggal push aje.. Memang saya tak terangkat kepala dah..

Dorg suruh push, saya push.. Sy teringat org kata teran masa sakit tu dtg.. Tgh2 push tiba2 sakit tu ilang so sy stop kejap walaupun nurse masih suruh teran.. Dtg je sakit tu blk, saya sambung push.. Nurse suruh push kuat2 smp habis tapi saya rasa mcm tak habis je, so sy curik napas and sambung push smp la baby keluar, rasa ade cecair panas je mengalir kt bawah tu..

Masa saya sibuk push2 tu, ME mmg byk bg kata2 semangat.. "Ok push sayang.. Sikit lagi sayang.. Kuat lagi sayang.. Push lagi sayang.. Sayang boleh buat.." Segala macam la dia dah kata, saya pun dh xingat.. Memang kehadiran ME di sisi saya masa tu sangat2 membantu..

Nurse ada cakap, "utk baby first ni memang kita akan bantu ye puan," terus terasa dia gunting bawah tu..

Lepas baby keluar, dgr baby menangis lembut.. Pastu nurse angkat and tunjuk jantina, siap tanya, baby ape puan? Saya jawab, boy.. Lepas potong tali pusat, nurse suruh saya bukak butang baju and letak baby kat dada saya.. Baby matanya celik, tak nangis dah and mcm memandang terus ke mata saya.. Betul la org kata, masa tu tak rasa sakit ape dah.. Memang xrase sakit langsung, xtau dorg wat ape kt bawah tu huhu.. ME sempat amik gambo baby atas dada saya, fresh from the womb la katakan..

Pastu dorg amik baby utk dibersihkan, pastu saya xsedar ape dah.. Saya tertido rasenye, sedar2 dorg tgh jahit bawah tu, sesekali rasa sakit masa tarik benang tu, saya sedut gas and lalok lagi.. Saya terdengar2 nurse and doc tu becakap2 sket lagi nak kena salur kencing la, takut terpotong la, pastu saya xtau ape..saya tau sakit aje.. Lame gak dorg jahit..

Baby lahir kul 11.30pm, setel jahit dekat2 kul 2.00am.. Dorg tunjuk baby kat sy kejap, pastu trus tolak baby ke NICU utk monitoring sbb sy on insulin kan.. 

Pas setel jahit sume, uri pun dh dibagi kat ME, ME kata dia xikut blk wad, dia blk trus sbb nnt paginye nak trus ke rantau utk cuci n tanam uri.. Sy ok kan jela.. Nurse tukakan baju and kain sy, pakaikan pad pastu suruh sy alih atas katil lain utk tolak masuk wad semula.. Smp wad, alih lg ke katil plak pastu sy trus tido huhu.. Penat sgt rasenye..

Pg dalam kul 5 lebih terjaga, pi toilet utk tuka pad..rase pening hiker mcm nak tumbang tp sy gagahkan diri tuka gak pad.. Pastu sambung tido..

Pagi tu doc dtg cek and sy ckp pening, so doc suh rest kt katil aje and xbagi saya bangun sorg2, kalau nak bangun kena berteman.. Kena la sy tgu ME dtg...

Pastu ada doc lelaki dtg utk cek luka katanya, ade nurse pempuan skali.. Ingatkan cek tu tengok aje, rupenye doc tu jolok bawah tu mcm cek jalan, trus terasa darah menghambur keluar.. Adoi sakitnye.. 

Pastu saya masih ditahan di wad sampai ari rabu, so total sy kt wad selama 4 hari.. Tu jela pengalaman sy.. Yg lain2 tu takyah cite kot hehe..


Saya nak hi hospital ni tgk Nukman, jumpa di lain post ya?


Wassalam..


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Pengalaman Bersalin Part One

Assalamualaikum!

Apa khabar semua?  Hari ni hari Jumaat, Nukman masih di wad.. Arini saya and ME tak pergi hospital tengahari, petang baru gi, yela taknak terkejar2 pulak utk solat Jumaat..

So sambil2 duduk nunggu lunch time, saya karang2 la sikit2 pengalaman bersalin saya, dah janji nak post kan, kena la post.. :) saya pun mmg dah tak sabar2 nak share dah story..

So marilah kita mulakan.. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


-3 November 2013 (Ahad)-

Kena masuk wad tarikh ni, so pagi tu dalam kul 10am ME hantar kat pintu Dewan Bersalin utk register and tunggu turn masuk wad.. Biasala hosp serdang, wad sentiasa penuh.. Lepas register, tak lama pastu nurse panggil masuk dalam utk cek bp, test urine and pastu kene tuka ke uniform pink wad tuh.. Pastu kene gi baring kat katil no. 2 utk cek jalan..

Punyela nebes sbb org kata sakit and senak kalau doc tu kasor.. Kene tarik napas.. Yg cek jalan saya masa tu, doc pelatih perempuan, mmg la dia siruh tarik napas, tapi skali dia masuk jari tu memang senak oi.. Siap pusing2 jari and korek2 plak, putus2 napas tak sempat nak tarik lagi dah.. Pedih2 la lepas tu.. Lame gak nak ilang pedihnye.. Doc kata belum ada bukaan.. So akan proceed utk masuk ubat esok harinya..

Dpt masuk wad belah petang, berehat jela sambil membayang2kan cane la masuk ubat tu..


-4 November 2013 (Isnin)-

Pagi2 tu dlm kul 6.00am nurse dah kejutkan, kata doc nak masukkan ubat jap lagi.. Nurse suruh gi toilet dulu sbb lepas masuk ubat tak boleh gerak2 selama sejam..

Lepas buang air kecik and tenangkan hati, terus gi kat tempat yang diarahkan.. Tunggu kat luar dulu dengan mommies2 lain yg kene induce gak, sorang, sorang nama dipanggil.. Nebesnye la hai..

Saya 2nd last, nurse oanggil nama, saya pun masuk.. Disuruh baring atas katil, doc cek bukaan dulu, ada bukaan 1cm.. So doc proceed masuk ubat.. Perit oo 2 kali doc seluk.. Ades.. Dah masuk ubat, kul 6.30am masa tu, terus balik ke katil and sambung tido.. Yelaa, dah kene duk diam2 takleh gerak2 kan hehe..

Dalam kul 8 lebih terjaga dari tido, ada rasa contraction sikit2.. Duk kira gak la masa, nak tgk contraction bape minit lamenye..

Pastu menjelang tengahari, doc cek bukaan lagi, 2cm je katanya, so doc anggap ubat kali pertama ni tak berjaya, doc kata esok akan masuk ubat utk kali kedua..

Menjelang petang, contraction makin kuat, saya kira dah macam setiap 3 minit contraction tu, saya mmg dah tak tahan rasanya.. ME pun dah dtg bawakkan air selusuh, sbb mak pesan dah sakit baru minum, tak sakit jgn minum..

Bila dah makin sakit, saya pun suruh ME panggilkan doc or nurse, and saya cakap la contraction every 3 minutes and getting stronger.. Doc cek bukaan masih 2cm, then dorg pasang CTG machine utk monitor jantung baby.. 

Bila makin sakit, saya rekues nak mengiring, sbb bila terlentang terlampau la sakitnya rasa pinggang mcm nak pecah tiap kali contraction.. Tapi nurse xbagi, sbb bila mengiring, mesin tak dapat nak detect jantung baby..

Dengan rasa nak terbuang air besar tak lepas, dengan contraction kagi, saya siruh ME panggil nurse lagi.. Saya cakap la saya nak buang air besar tapi takmo keluar, boleh tak bagi ubat berak? Nurse kata dia kene tny doc dulu..

Tak lama pastu nurse dtg masukkan ubat berak, cepat betul kesannya, trus rasa nak terbuang air besar, saya tunggu contraction stop je, trus buang.. Lega hati bila bahan buangan dah keluar.. Hehe..

Pastu contraction makin kuat smp saya genggam2 besi katil and tgn ME, tak tahan rasanya, nurse dtg cek mesin oastu doc plak, and dorg kata bacaan CTG tak cantik, bacaan jantung baby tak cantik so dorg akan tolak saya ke labour room trus..

Masa tu dah kul 7pm lebih, dorg trus hantar saya ke labour room.. Naik wheelchair je masa tu, smp kt labour room, nurse suruh saya naik atas katil, bukak kain, nurse tutupkan dengan kain lain je masa saya baring tu.. Pastu pasang CTG machine and bg saya pegang topeng oksigen tu, nurse kata kalau sakit sangat sedut jela gas tu..

Eh, macam panjang sangat plak dah kan? Sambung part 2 yek.. Nak mamam jap.. Sambung pasnih yek..


Till then, wassalam!



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Thursday, November 21, 2013

Result Nukman Dah Dapat

Assalamualaikum!

Apa khabar semua? 

Saya baru je balik dari tengok Nukman kat NICU and alhamdulillah, result kahak dah dapat. Doc kata ianya jangkitan virus through contact (melalui sentuhan). Maybe ada yg batuk/selsema/demam cium2 Nukman. Alahai, sian anak Ummi..

So pasni kene la saya kuatkuasakan perintah berkurung bila Nukman dah boleh kua sok2.. Sape2 yg sakit dilarang keras cium Nukman.. Saya sendiri pun tgh batuk, doc kata if nak bf baby nanti, kene la pakai mask utk elakkan jangkitan..

Tak tau la berapa lama lagi Nukman kene duduk kat NICU, ape pun xkisahla asalkan Nukman betul2 sembuh baru leh balik.. Saya pun kene la usaha keras utk sihat b4 Nukman balik and tambahkan susu.. Chaiyok2 you can do it Sarah!!!

Till then, wassalam..


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Baby Nukman admitted to NICU, HTJ

Assalamualaikum!

Apa khabar semua? I know some of you are waiting for my pengalaman bersalin post, but I guess that'll have to wait. Too many things had happened since day 1-17 (today is day 17).

At the age of 4 days, Nukman was admitted to SCN, Hosp Tuanku Jaafar coz of jaundice. He was warded for a night only, alhamdulillah. After that, we have to check his blood for another 2 times to be sure that he's free from jaundice.

However, on day 12 or so, Nukman had caught on cough and selsema (what's selsema in English? I don't have time to think now). Pls forgive my rojakness :)

So on day 14 (18 Nov 2013), in the morning, I realised that Nukman looked a bit pale, so I was worried and brought him to see a child specialist in Senawang.  When the doc checked Nukman, he said that Nukman's heartbeat is a bit too fast and he's not supposed to get any batuk or selsema since he's just 2 weeks old. So the doc said that I must take him to the hospital immediately and wrote me a referral note.

I took Nukman to the hospital and waited for 30 minutes- an hour or so before Nukman was checked by a doctor. The yellow zone in HTJ's emergency dept was hectic that day. After being checked, Nukman was immediately upgraded/transferred to the red zone coz they said that he's dehydrated and had to put the water drip on him.

I watched them poking the needle and putting an oxygen box over his head as he's crying constantly and they're afraid that he might not get anough oxygen.  After registering, he was then transferred to SCN, i don't know what SCN stands for, i'm sorry :) but it's a ward to isolate the babies from other patients (i guess).

The doctor there explained to me that for a start, they'll monitor Nukman's breathing and try to stabilise his breathing. If his breathing condition worsen, they might need to transfer him to NICU to get him alat bantuan pernafasan since SCN doesn't have that equipment.

Later that night, i was at home and received a call from the SCN, they told me that Nukman was transferred to NICU  and i have to come to the hospital immediately.  So i rushed to the hospital with ME and went straight to the NICU to see the doc in charge.

Seeing Nukman in the NICU really broke my heart but i couldn't and wouldn't cry, i know i have to be strong.  There's all sorts of tubes and wires all over his body from head to toe.  They strap/bedung his hand down to prevent him from tarik all the wires i guess. I preferred that too, coz if they don't do that, Nukman will hurt himself whenever he move and hit his hand with the drip needle on and i know how much that hurt, that's why he keeps crying.

The doc explained that they need to take his kahak sample to determine wether it's kuman or virus (i don't know whats the differences). And the result will come out in 2-3 days.

So since Monday, me and ME berulang twice everyday to the hospital to see Nukman's progress and to send some stok susu, i'm still trying to pump as much as i can for Nukman.

As for now, it's been 4 days since Nukman been admitted and we still haven't get the kahak result yet. Hope our visit to the hospital this afternoon ada hasil lah.

Ok lah, i need to pump more susu for Nukman, till then, wassalam!

Pls bear with me and let me update on Nukman's condition first. After semua setel, sy akan update psl pengalaman bersalin ye. Tq!

And pls forgive me if ada any spelling mistakes as i'm posting on my iphone, i dont have time to check hehe.

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Thursday, November 14, 2013

Selamat melahirkan...

Assalamualaikum!

Apa khabar semua? Alahai rindunye nak berblog, tp masa agak terhad buat masa ni.

Utk pengetahuan semua, alhamdulillah saya telah selamat melahirkan seorang bayi lelaki seberat 3.25kg pada 4 November 2013 (Isnin) yang lepas, jam 11.30 malam.

Nanti saya akan buat post khas utk ceritakan pengalaman bersalin ye, tungguuu.. Sbb maybe agak panjang, so agak leceh utk taip kt iphone nih hehe..

So saya share pic baby dulu ye.. Baru je snap tadi, baby tgh sleep :) enjoice!


Inilah baby saya, alhamdulillah dah makin elok dari jaundicenya (nanti sy story jugak)..

**terima kasih pada semua yang mendoakan saya and baby. Jasa korang hanya Allah SWT mampu membalasnya.. :)


Till then, wassalam ^_^



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